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Do you know that sympathy is a feeling that suprisingly our eyes also have?

There is this condition “Sympathetic Ophthalmitis”
Symphatetic = sympathy

Ophthalmitis = inflammation of the eye

This condition occurs when one eye is injured. then, the uninjured eye get affected too! For med students colleague, it is actually an autoimmune reaction.

It is not a good condition. But, its amazing, kan? Our eyes pun knows sympathy. What about our ‘heart’? owh, maybe someday they will come out term like “empathic ophthalmitis”. ;D

today is not my first sleepy day. everyday is my sleepy day. haha.
yet, today i felt extremely sleepy tho i already had 7hours good sleep.
i was still able to sleep while dato’ selva comenting on my case presentation this morning.
i managed to steal few seconds for a nap while he asked my classmates questions.
when the cp ended, the walk back to imu was sgt susah coz i was way too sleepy i cant walk. i did try to sleep walk, didnt manage to do it lah. afraid that later i’ll end up sleeping in the casualty. huhuh.
lucky no class in the afternoon, tho i did take a mug of coffee, i still slept. haih… typical me. my sleep is like my food.
huhuh… wish i will manage to live the life of a house officer… pray hard…

1651, monday, 19th May.
two sets of powerpoint slides done.
another one? owh, tonite will do.
homework? tomorrow, dr reddy on leave.. so, no need to do yet!! heheh. pemalas!
however however, im quite bersemangat today. since last week, i did not sit by my desk cause my fan suddenly rosak. idiopathic rosakness, i think! x sampai 3 months pon lagi i bought it. huhuh.
tetapi, semalam i’ve got new fan!! yeay!! specially brought from penang!
thanks, dear.. tho i wonder why the fan got few sutures on it? haha.
owh, i wasnt supposed to sleep this afternoon, since matahari sangat la terik menyinari my bed. amazingly, i sill managed to sleep with patrick ‘kissing’ me. so, i was protected and slept nearly 2 hours with sweet dreams. hoho.

its a long weekend. but, there’s a lot of thing to read and do. 3 powerpoints for seminars, and homeworks by my ophthalmo lecturer.. huhu…  im super duper lazy. haihh… give me some semangat…

Coming 10th May means two years ive been living my life without the person i love the most in this world… my Ayah..
Coming 10th May jugak… i’ll be 24.
Two years ago, Ayah waited for me, before hembuskan nafas terakhir. I was with him. And i thank him, for waiting for me that day, on my birthday.. to do the least i can do as his daughter.. recite Yassin during his last breath untill the cardiac monitor show Asystole and Dr. Azlin told me that he’s back to Rahmatullah…
Me redha wif pemergian ayah. Yet, its hard to live without the person who always love u, always there for u, give u the courage that u need, guide u, and accept u for who u are. I used to cry nearly everyday a few months after ayah passed away, when i no longer able to bear being calm and okay in front of my siblings. I know they always worry about me since i was the closest wif Ayah besides adik, but i kept my bereavement to myself.
I was going to be one of the psychiatric patient who has depression but what saved me was nasihat Ayah…
"when kita susah, always seek help from ALLAH, not human"
so, i pray and pray.. may Allah take away my sadness and… by prayers, and reciting Quran for Ayah, i got to recover myself…
I realized that constant doa and sedekahkan bacaan Al-Quran for Ayah is the best healer for my sadness and loneliness..
N semoga roh Ayah dicucuri rahmatNya…
Al-Fatihah untuk Ayah….

Alamanda lar!!
Alamanda is just 5 minutes drive from kak bi’s house. it’s like belakang rumah jer!! haha. alamanda skrg sgt best!! more shoplots were opened and opening soon. n gsc movie pon dah ada!! yeay!! so, dont have to go far far to watch movie. anytime can go. for ur info, especially ct the shoes craze, nose, vincci, sembonia, primavera,semua dah ade kat cni tau!! and for guys yang suka shopping kat sports and bola things, kat cni pon ada al-ikhsan n nike too.. owh, me n my mr. izmail already had our shopping there for my birthday present. yayaya~  burger king is soon opening too!!
Actually, not only Alamanda, Putrajaya menawarkan banyak tempat2 yang menarik untuk makan angin and the makan the real food. contohnya, favourite saya.. taman warisan putrajaya. kat situ, ada satey kajang haji samuri and the bestest are ABC and cendol pulut! yummy!!!
n for makan angin, u guys can go naik cruise kat tasik putrajaya, which i never do. huhu.. bile la ade chance ni? but, taman botani also a nice place to go. bole naik the boat yang kite kena kayuh sendiri tu. and ada gak train which bring u jalan2 around the garden. =)
i wanna go again!!